I finally understand the power in true faith, so many times in the past I thought my faith was strong, but I was unaware of how many cracks there were in it. If there was a situation that was above me I would pray and leave it with god, 5 mins later I would pray again and this would continue for however long I had, in between all the praying I did nothing but worry and sometimes I even gave up hope and had even said things like what's the point in praying its too late now. Yes "FORGIVE" I said that. But how wrong was I. From saying that and letting go of my faith, possibly at the time when god was acting caused me to put myself in the situation, you see when you walk with christ there is no situation, he said to cast all our cares onto him, so when we do that we become care free our worries and problem no longer belong to us. It is us who make a situation. And the problem remains unsolved. Not too long ago I was in a position where a situation could have arose but I chose to give the case to lord, I prayed and left it there, I felt myself at times about to go into worry mode but I refused, I had asked the lord to deal with it and I really did believe that he would, I started to pray against the enemy as I realised it was him" the lying little snake" hissing in my ear trying to make me doubt my god. Doubt, worry anxiety all come from the devil. It was when I remembered this that he had to retire for the night and start working on another way to try and get at me ( cause we know that's how he works ) and of course god came through, since that day I have not worried about tomorrow and god has truly had my back. I give glory to the lord for his guidance, covering and unfailing love that I am no way deserving of, and even through all my sin he continued to call my name.